Can't sleep

Wow. 1.33am and I need to be awake in 4 hours for an outreach. 5am exactly. Sigh. Papi's sleeping very nicely beside ( minus the snoring) I keep thinking about things like family, work, horror flicks, ecchi stuff ( yeah the big M doesn't work for me now ) boss coming in from her vacation leave tom. No comment on the dec cover proof yet.

I know worrying won't get me anywhere let alone sleep so I'm tiring myself out with typing on my iPod. Besides I haven't been posting in my blog as well. I'd check my emails too but it feels faster if I check it on my laptop. Sigh. Yawned already. And again. Eyes getting droopy. Too. Sigh.

I'm sort if glad papi's coming with me. More so for actually helping him get of the house and doing some physical work. I'm sure he's glad for something to do too. Talking about papi, I'm glad for his potential work soon and his website will soon be launched through his facebook :)

I'm real glad things are turning for the better for him this time around. Because for awhile I thought I was being such a burden for him. I love him so much because he's helping me get back on my feet. I only really feel safe when I am around him. And even if I know he's leaving to go to the states soon because of his parents I will cherish this time we have together. Every moment happy or sad or scary or bad he's always there for me holding my hand or teaching me lessons of life. That's just the way it is. And I'm very happy of what I have right now. Perhaps for now.

And as I wrap up my blogging from my iPod notes app ( cause my blogger app is acting up) I will close my eyes and hopefully snooze on to happier dreams.

Goodnight!