Understand

Trying my best to understand you. But everything I do is wrong for you. It makes me just want to stop and huddle in my side of the bed.

Fine after the pity tears and minute depressions I'll show you understanding. You're a jerk. And I know I don't hold up to your expectations. Letting you down isn't as bad as letting myself down. Because you're a jerk and you know I deserve someone better. Someone who can understand me more.

Ear infection

Must have came from a cold... Ear super hurts last night along with slight feverish feeling and a badheadache. Glad it's gonna be a long weekend on Friday. Resting my head (and ear) for an hour until I get ready for work at 12. Hope I feel a bit better today. Hopefully I can try to take it easy too.

New app

Downloaded this new app to use to blog via my touch :) can now further my addiction with blogging anytime!

Greeeeaaaaatttttttt!!!!!

new blog

well, i just posted my first ever blog post. this is certainly a big step for me. i havent had a blog for almost a year now... feels good. i wonder if i will have readers heheh...

well, for now, makes me feel glad to have one :) like a secret.

next step, revamping my site! hello fabulous pandemonium! (and whatta mouthful too!)

Happy birthday sis!

ived finally created a blog in commemoration of my sister's 16th birthday (woohooo! happy brthday!). because i can't greet you in the time being, this is to record that i did when you turned 16 and i wasnt there to typically greet you like i should as the older sister. I hope you get all your wishes today and pls dont drink toooo much. learn to accept responsibilities and think about not regretting what you do (like vomiting after drinking waaaayyy tooo much)

until i get enough courage and balance in my life, i document all my feelings here in this blog. perhaps by the time i send you the link and you and maybe your kuyas and ate read the rest of my journey via blog i'll be more at peace with myself where ever i will be globally.

well, currently, i just had a hopefully healthy meal with the girls at work (i ate white cheddar popcorn with chicken sandwich!) have a medium pile of work to do and good music in my ear to seriously focus on getting it done.