It's a quiet uneventful Saturday night/Sunday 12midnight. My boyfriends sleeping like a baby and I'm just drinking this peacefulness around us. It won't last. All this nice long weekends with him. He makes me feel safe and he is my only real home. I cling to him because he was there for me and understands me and comforts me when I'm really sad. And comfort him when I feel he's stressed out or when he needs strength. Holding in bed or hearing his heart beat while he sleeps makes me feel complete and that I don't need anything else in the world. To me he is my world. He I'd my dearest sanctuary. Every night I finish work, I can't wait to go home to him and kiss and cuddle him and make all my work worries go away. When I'm with him everything zooms in and life is simpler. I forget about the bills, deadlines, family drama... All I think about is how lucky I am to be held by a man who loves me. Despite everything. Loving me just the way I am. There is no past or future sometimes. Just the present feeling of his arms making me feel safe and loved.
Right now, I thank God for being kind to me so far. I am the luckiest woman despite every human mistake I have made in the past. I feel God has room for me in his heart to forgive and I am grateful for eveything I have. I pray I will cherish more moments with people I love like this in the future living simply only.
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